The Late Zone

My boyfriend wants to try doing some swinging with a group of swingers that go to our club that he heard about recently. Me and him have only been dating for 6 months so the fact that already he is so bored in bed with me that he needs other women is pretty shocking to me. I am trying not to be offended by it, I know that he's not trying to hurt me but the way he brought it up in the middle of our love making last night made me uncomfortable. One minute he was planting a soft kiss on my shoulder and the next he is telling me that he wants to sleep with another woman and that he wants to watch me have sex with another man, that he thinks we would have a lot of fun swinging with those people he heard about at the club.

It made me so uncomfortable that Icouldn'tfinish and then that made him mad and we ended up fighting about it all night long. Again this morning though after saying he was sorry forupsettingme he again brought up the swinging and how much fun we could be having if we were a part of it. I don't know what to think about it, I have been sitting here all morning wondering if I should just break up with him. I truly am not comfortable with the idea of sharing him with another woman and most certainly not comfortable with the though ofsleepingwith a man that I do not know.

This is a hard decision for me because up until those dreaded words last night I was beginning to think that maybe I had found the man that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. Now all thanks to that swinging group and to the fact that hedoesn'tlove me enough to only have sex with me I may have to walk away and start brand new. I hated the whole dating scene but really I think I hate it less than the thought of having to sleep with a bunch of strangers just to keep my boyfriend happy. In fact I don't even know why I am thinking about it so much, the minute the word came out of his mouth I should have immediately shown him the door and then slammed it as hard as I could. I think that is exactly what I will go home and do right now.