The Late Zone

I became a nun, I had decided to stay dating free. It wasn't that I didn't like boys well men now that I am older as I did but my first love had broke my heart he had literally took hold of my heart and ripped it to pieces more than I thought any man could do.

When I first met my first love we would Hold hands and he would Stroke my face telling me how much he loved me and in return i would stroke his face telling him how much I loved him back, but after a while that changed we would still hold hands but he wouldn't stroke my face any more and tell me he loved me, telling me he loved me seemed just to be something that he added on the end of goodbye whenever we parted at the end of an evening.

I didn't see anything wrong but looking back there was signals screaming at me but I was either just too niave or chose to ignore them that was until that fatal day which will stay embedded in my mind for the rest of my life.

My first love and I worked together in an office and everyone knew we were together although I know it seems like a cliche that he was my boss and I was his secretary but he wasn't my boss when we first met, he was one of the managers but didn't take over as the general manager for quite some time after we had started dating.

He was working late one night and I had already gone home for the evening but I felt bad leaving him there in the office, so as to surprise him I went and got us a chinese take away and had planned on going back to the office with dinner for the both of us.

When I got there the offices were in darkness apart from his where I could see light through the blinds, I walked over to his office without turning the light on and slowly opened the door as not to frighten him and that's when I had the shock and fright of my life, there he was with the new office clerk, her spreadeagled on his desk naked and him standing there taking her for all he was worth.

I dropped the chinese on the floor and ran and didnt stop running till i got to my car and then just burst into tears, I never went back to my job and never returned any of his calls instead I found god and became a nun and now the only love of my life is god.